I have too many things to do, and not enough time to get even remotely close to doing them. This renews the stress that caused guilt back in Germany ... there's stuff that I need to be doing professionally, that simply ain't happening because I can't manage to find any time.
And, when I get too stressed, I start panic-swapping and get even less done.
ARRGH!!! I need someone to come along side me and help me do some of this @#$!.